Pots*not sniffing the other kind* & Life

Salam et bonjour,

I am alive.

And counting the days.

That's the kid's pot that i am about to use for my final year project.

Will be writing positive stuff rather than emo-tional stuff in the next 2 weeks time.

So far, through process of finding the green(FCM colour) finishing line:

a) I learnt that karma do and always exist.

b) The insecurity of a person is revealed through condemnation, anxiety and envy towards

other human beings which i find it to be disturbing.

c) Patent in design is totally important.

That's life.

Thank you.

Current mood : High * red bull as a new companion. I know. It's bad for kidney. But, just this once*

Currently listening to :Turning tables *Gweneth Paltrow's version is hot as Adele's*

Patience Is Perseverance...Not

Salam et bonjour,

FYP Countdown : 28 to D-day
People are busy with FYP nowadays.


I think that i have cooled off that i am able to think straight.
It took me like within 24 hours to put myself in the state that i can think in a rational and logical state.
To put it in a way that i am the least person to be angry at things and i think my closest friend back in secondary school (until today), RAY (and my elder sister) would know that better than others. Really.
I miss my friend.
She's also currently finishing her studies in order we could graduate the same time.

There's another person, that has been a part of my life since all of us were kids including his sisters and he'll be graduating first.

The only time i could meet both of them either back in Kuantan or when the three
of us are on semester break.

Hehe. We rarely talk on the phone. Need not to say on the virtual world.
It's a no fun thing.
Hahaha.
We like to make and look at our dramatic facial expressions,
that we still did it.
Again.
I think i miss these people.

Anyway,

back to the main point;
Zen is always the key. That's me.
To be specific, expressionless.
I am the person that REALLY DOESN'T care
and i do not give a damn to any BS of things.
Intimidation is not my thing. I don't get intimidated by anyone around me.
And i DON'T care.
I have been that way since birth.
I don't like comparing my work to anyone since i believe everyone has their own abilities and
good at that not everyone is the same.
I only care and ONLY COMPARE MY WORK with the ones that are well known and beyond awesomeness in the
CORE 77 Magazine or Yanko Design.

But, at some point the table has turned and i think that my bubble has burst.
Hey, I'm human.
I am not dumb or a robot.
At this critical moment,
All i need is to be away from the intimidation as well as self-proclaimed THE BEST.
I dare say that i am not a good or in the dean's list or the master of universe.
I have the collections of the alphabets in my transcript.
My mission in studies now is a pass since my course is a total B....
Not to the extent of my loser-ness on not getting any 'A'.
Do i have to claim how many A's i have?
Because i have. But to the matter of how many, i am sure i could not beat of the first class honours.
I think i am the least in complaining about my grades neither does my family.
If i get good or bad, i would be saying it in total expressionless way.
I don't receive any scholarships or loans for the past 5 years, so expectations were high, so does the course.
*It's a long winding story that is a bore to tell reason i didn't get those*
But, life is hard. I did what i think the best and i can say i consider myself as an
average design student. And guess what?
my family is OK with that.


Note that
Please do not go bitching to me
in terms of work ethics, our similar muse, designing,
or any freaking intimidations
because i don't give a shit.
At least not to my face.
At least not right now.
Please.
And please do not test me in this state.
All of us are stressing out.
Everyone needs a space.
And, a reminder
we're in different lines of life.
This is a beg.
Really.


This entry is a bit personal.
Call it massive whining, but i rarely massively whine in public entry.
Again, i apologize.

Out.


Current mood : emotionless *only mentally prepared for work*
Currently listening to : Go Back, Rich Girls -Le Castle Vania Remix *totally out of my league but i listen to it anyway.*

Being Nocturnal, Zombie are the 'IT' thing

Salam et bonjour,
How is it going with everyone?
Been absent for quite sometime.
I apologize for that.
I needed a breather to gain my writings back and my work to kick-off again.
Yeah, it was hectic *quote-unquote*. And thank goodness it paid-off pretty okay at the moment.
And the phrase that really haunts me for a moment would be " if only, you were early".
I have been working on my final project that led me, in fact, the whole group of the department to a zombie-like life.
Hehehe!~
That explains my sleeping disorder that is slowly recovering to a normal timezone.
Before this week, to be precise i had a bad experience of sleeping that i could sleep more than 12 hours straight, and then i couldn't sleep for the next two days.
Most of us (ID department) could stay awake almost 48 hours
and have naps in between at least 30 minutes around 2 times in a day.
Quite a record, and if all of us starts to do work, we will be awake until the the work is done that leads to more than a day or two or more. So,whenever we could catch Z's,we would really doze off like there's nothing in the current space and time matters.Hahaha!~
It sounded as if we have no life, but it's better not to have life now than REALLY not having life later on.
That's one of my belief of life.
So, recently i had slept well. Too well that i dreamt of weird stuff.
In fact it was weird enough that the first thing i said to myself once i woke up was "what the hell?" And the worst part is my state of consciousness due to the input into my brain that i received from watching too much of tv shows gave an effect to my dream.
I dreamt of David Caruso and Adam Rodriguez (Yeah, the CSI Miami people).
I guess it was because i watched CSI before i slept.
It involved the one cheesy liner by David Caruso and his shade *do not under-estimate the pawah of H and his shades!!!* , the yelling sound and the intro, and a bunch of running, boat chasing and worst part of all, there were a whole bunch of crocodiles, though in Malaysia it's pretty rare to see one except in the zoo and i do not expect to have it's presence at the back of my yard since i live by the beach. And from what i know, i do not think any of my neighbours have any crocodile as their pet *all i know one of them have a farm of animals at the side. =.=" And my late father's friend who actually had a pet crocodile at his home that he put in the middle of the house area that looked like glass room for the guests to see. It was heard to be thrice of the size of A normal asian male. Thank God for the thick glasses window that was installed*
And back to my dream, it was awful and a lot of running involved. It was tiresome.
Thank god there were no gang banging or so.
=.="

What else?
Nope, this post i would not talk further of my work.
I'm still looking for the right thoughts to write about it.
And yes, i'm reaching the second last of the short stories of Nocturnes by Kazuo Ishiguro.
:)
*doing the happy dance*
I can say that the book is about the world that revolves with music.
It does not have any thriller,murder or any blood sucking killing thing *BTW, I think that i am SO NOT into vampire-ish type of genre, maybe because of too much of Twilight in the limelight made me NOT wanting or trying to read things regarding vampires-like stories*,
but it has the serene and smoother side of life that most musicians would understand and appreciate. I like the flow of the stories, as there isn't anything that rushes to the end and it connects to each other that is either metaphorically or obviously stated. It was like the writer said to the reader,'now,go figure' at the end of the page. I can say that i got addicted reading it since usually it took me almost a month to finish a book, but now i got like another 20 more pages to go and i read it almost a week. Now, i am worried i am out of stock of books to read here in uni. My last resort is to read an e-book which i find it rather emotionless. You know that when you read newspaper, you want to have the smell of carbon, the taste of the crisp paper, the colours of every pages, and sometimes the misspelled words or misprint edition that you cannot undo since it has delivered to the whole nation. That is the same feeling for me for reading REAL books. Though it's user-friendly, and ecologically safe to use e-book, i think i stand with the old schools, books are better, plus it cannot hang, ERROR 404, or out of battery. The least that it can do to you is the page have torn,blank pages or loose the whole BOOK due to poor packaging.And then, you can hear me screaming to the shop owner. I remember when i was hyped about Harry Potter's 5th book, the Order of Phoenix ages ago that i saw a poor printing of the book *or to be exact; pirated version of the book* the local bookshop owner showed to us that released earlier than it should be. I was pretty mad that i persuaded my sister to get the real one with the best grandfather story that involved the future generation to read the epic book and such that i had campaigned for. Hahaha, and in the end i got the real one.And back for my quest of looking for books, i turned to e-book at last since my funds for books is done for now. Currently in my list of book, i am reading the classics like the 'Little Prince' *it's one of epic classic to be read for every child. From what i know, it's an english/french literature book that everyone needs to read at least once* & 'Les Miserable' *I've seen the book in my sister's bookshelf, and guess what, the font size is the same as the Lord of The Rings Books that might make a person cry. Size 7/8.Would you read it? I LOTR, I skipped and watched the movie instead* It's not too late to read the classics. I think i have been too caught up with the current time that i tend to not appreciate the past of the classics. That reminds me that Bourne Trilogy is a MUST read book since it gives more detail for all of those who loves action, spies and adventure-like genre.NEED.TO.GET.THE.BOOK!!! Huhu!~ How about you guys? How many classics that you guys have read?

So ok. Now i am out.
DFTBA

Hey you.
Happy Belated Birthday!
Naeui hwangjangnim, Kangin-shi!
He has the same birthday with a friend; 17/1.
And you, Miss A. D.A for turning 17.
Study hard and enjoy life later.
U know what i mean.
:)

Current mood : Flying in mid air
Currently listening : Tok Tok *Sangchu coloured his hair, but he still look good*

Holi-(die) of work

Salam et bonjour,
What's up?
THANKGODIT'S WEEKEND!!!
It's a long holiday and yet i am here in the empty place,
while most of the people i know leaving for my hometown.
Huhu!~
The reasons i'm not coming back are because:
a)I did vow not to comeback for awhile except during my mid term break
b)I guess my final year is eating me up alive though it is just the beginning




I vant zo eat gewd foodzzz!~
Tired of eating Chicken Rice, but
since im budgeting, it's the only low fixed price of food i could get on to.
=.="

Ok, so after a few weeks i have spent in uni,
ups and down happened in both personal, and work in the cubicle life of mine
which i'd rather not rant here.
Hehehe.
But, something that haven't changed yet,
which is that i have never failed to be one of the frequent and devoted user of internet in uni
since i payed a lot for the fees. Speaking of uni,
there have been massive changes in the systems especially on the fees.
I tried to understand why the heck the fees gone up, and my sister told me that
the method they are trying to implement in the system is the same way like the America or Australia University fees system. And so, to make the fees worth, they took 7-8 subjects for every semester. And at the end of sem,final year, the extra money could be refunded.
I'm not sure with MMU system.
FINALLY, Student Rep Council [SRC] reacted to some changes that the upper management has done.
One of the news that i can recall for now about the changes is the name.
MULTIMEDIA UNIVERSITY has changed name
to UNIVERSITI TELEKOM MALAYSIA SDN. BHD.
As much as i pleasantly 'like' my uni, but the name is unacceptable to have the title
on my scroll with that name and end the uni name with "SDN BHD" in it that i have to face for the rest of my life. It's been like i don't how many years i've been explaining to people the existence of MMU in Cyberjaya, as people always mistaken think that i stated wrongly by saying MMU instead of Lim Kok Wing (most people do recognize LKW in Cyber more than MMU) and now, the process of explaining has become more difficult. =.="
I think my uni has gotten the 'limelight' that other local unis are not facing.

So, along all these happened, i got the chance to escape forawhile in my own entertainment world.
Current series i'm watching:
DOCTOR CHAMP
Something i could attached personally.
The story about a guy in the JUDO team to fight for a gold medal in the ASIA Game.
Like other typical Korean dramas, there would be the love triangle thing.
The reasons i'm watching this drama are:
a) guys in judogi looks good and handsome. It's been awhile i've seen guys wearing judogi or dobok. :P
b)The camera they use in this drama is fffaaarrr different from others.
The quality is like watching movie quality.
c)it's just not only show the love story, but also the conflicts of the atheletes at the Taereung Training Centre, which is hardly to be exposed in real life.

FACE MAKER
A Japanese drama on cosmetic surgery.
I can't give any other commentaries since it's just one episode that i have watched.
But, so far the storyline is kind of interesting. It's not like Nip&Tuck*so not the same*.
It's a story of this good cosmetic surgeon who would only do surgery to the ones that
doesn't do plastic surgery before. And in return, to pay for the surgery is the actual face of the person.Why? Hmm...i think i leave it to you guys to watch it. I don't want to be the spoilers.
And all i can say, it has got to do with "doppelgangers".

MY GIRLFRIEND IS A GUMIHO
This korean drama is about a legendary young lady from 500 years ago lived in the current world looking for a husband until she found Cha Dae Wong (Lee Seung Gi) that she given up her bead of life to him since she is a magical creature. There is this guy called Park Dong Ju (No Min Woo) who is as abnormal as Mi Ho that helps her through 'human life' since Dong Ju has been 'human' for a longer time than Mi Ho, but at the same time he tried to banish Mi Ho from the sight of Dae Woong. Dong Ju is the main thing i've watched the drama. Hahaha!~ I got frusturated when Mi Ho decided to be with Dae Woong after all the sacrifices Dong Ju did to her. Huhu!~Yeah, i have a crush on DongJu's character & MinWoo himself since his appearance in Pasta drama alongside with Alex and Lee SeonGyun! *the best boys in the drama!~Kyaaa!~*.

OREIMO *for short*
Ore no Imouto ga Konnani Kawaii Wake ga Nai is the actual title with the meaning of
"My Little Sister Can't Be This Cute".
Hahaha!~ yeah, i'm watching a moe anime (is it?). It's the story of the older brother trying to cope living with the little sister who is a part-time model and secretly otaku and loves to play "galge" *it tries portray real life, but i'm in doubt does there anyone like that? The most common girl friends that i know play harem which i found it pretty normal*Well, i can't seem to find a good new anime lately other than watching the usuals & i have started watching old animes like BECK *people say that the manga is far better than the anime, but i'm not pretty sure*,Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge or for *English title;Wallflower* and Kimi Ni Todoke.

And last but not least, BAKUMAN
The story of two boys trying to live their dreams into making
the best manga like one of the boys uncle who have been a mangaka since high school until the day he died.
The storyline is good, the drawing seemed to be a bit old fashion,since the colours are a bit toned down but the characters are pretty interesting. My favourite character in this anime is Akito Takagi, a bright student in school who wanted to make a sotryline for a manga. And so he teamed up with Moritaka Mashiro, for the part of drawings. So, what happened at the end? I'm still not sure but i know that for now their way up tpo publish a manga is still a long way to go.

Ok, enough. I need to stop for a moment.
I need to eat. Guess what i'm ordering?
I'll blog again.
When i have the time.
=.="


Happy Diwali to all who celebrates it!
*It's a holiday today in Malaysia*

Currento mood: Just plain me
Listening to : Bye Bye - Fujifabric MUSIC album

Reboot

Salam et bonjour,

Whaddup, people?
Yes,
I am alive and kicking.
And will back at the deserted, hollow,dead space called Cyber-empty-jaya.
Sometime this week-end.
Will update multiple posts at the same time later on.
Not now.

Goodbye.
For now.

Sidenotes :
Support #teamjumba *my twitter acc has been outdated for ages*
Like A G6 can be heard FINALLY at the national radio! *Happy happy!*
Multi caffeine intake during hols
Waiting for Pesawat to have their own album

Current mood : All mixed up
Currently listening to: reminiscing the discography of Far East Movement tunes

The Mayhem Media vs You

Salam et bonjour,

I have finished 2 papers.
Still worrying for this coming Friday's paper.
MEDIA LAW.
Now, i wanted to sleep but, my eyes don't seem wanting to cooperate
after having 2 redbulls and a mocha nescafe can in the early morning.
Anyway, been surfing some of my favourite sites back.
All i need to do now is to revamp back my portfolio.
I'm revamping my portfolio slowly so that i do not caught up with my
revising for the exams....pfftt.

I recently caught up with wanting everything
without having the 'wanting and needing' mantra.
I tend to be forgetful. Hahaha.
Anyway,
had this desire of wanting an INTUOUS 4,
since people are starting to brag about iPad.
I'm not all over the heels for iPad because it doesn't come with stylus and it doesn't have a
USB plug in. So that is why.
And it is just like a laptop except it doesn't have a built-in keyboard.
It's just like iPhone but it comes in bulk size.
Which i don't think i would want.
But, then, after a few talking with some people and had some surveys,
i finally decided not to own one of the INTUOUS and stick with the
traditional way.
Manual drawing and scanning.
:)
I guess i'll be waiting for my adulthood years of working and i'll be owning one.

It seems that the influence of media did mislead me somehow.
*Same goes with a period time ago when everyone was switching to iPhone and Blackberry.
I did also wanted to have the 'taste' of owning one.
But, on the second thought, i got a wake up call thinking about the bill payment,
I guess i'll stick with my principle.*
Blame it to the power of media and movies.
The way they advertise the product looks cool that made people wanting one.
That is a totally GOOD marketing strategy.
Tell me, for all your lives, how many times do you NOT see any apple product in any of
AMERICAN or BRITISH movies?
So far that i have lived, most of the movies, either the commercial movies nor the indies,
all of those does advertise the product pretty well.

Same goes with music.
I am a fanatic K-POP.
*You can tell through here*
At first, i did not believe about the SNSD saved the S. Korean financial crisis.
But then, after awhile it did being proved.
'Gee' has become one of the hits globally.
Searched youtube, the westerners especially male can dance Gee.
I even followed this Canadian girl who can dance K-songs perfectly, without any mistakes.
Then comes Wondergirls and their Nobody.
I can tell everyone in the world know these two singles.
Even the local radios are tuning the Nobody English version
*i still prefer the Korean version*

The power of media.
Either it can make you want one or make you feel like a loser of not wanting one.
It's up to you.
Either to follow or not.
The choice is STILL in your hands though.

Ok, I'm out.
Will try to lay down.
:P
And hoping it's not a 24 hours nap again.
XD

I know that i am trying not to be in the group.
All i want and need now is the Nintendo DSi Lite.
It has the strongest points and considerations that i have been thinking for almost a year now.
I better start thinking a way of owning self earning.
:)


current mood : my mind is exhausted, but my body isn't
currently listening to : M's - Zhi Shao Hai You Ni *but i still don't have one*




Random

T_T
If i could shout, i would have.
And it would be the loudest i can.
The waiting left me pain.
Big time.
....
=.="
But i'm still waiting for the countdown to come.
Within minutes by any moment now.
I need replacement!
But that empty seat will remain that way until the real person appears.
I guess when the time is right.
OOOOPPPPAAAA!!!
Oppa, wae???
Malhae...wae??
Jebal gajimayo!
Bogo ship pu gyuh
T________T


Life is ain't as beautiful as always.
The quirkiness makes my life different than others.
That's why i like mine to be that way.
:)

Hiatus of the semester and the next

Salam et bonjour,

I am a free woman.
At least for a day or two.
No more assignments.
But exams are coming up.

Had a good sleep.
At least to cover up the missed 1-2 days of sleep.
And for the rest of trimesters' days, i guess it will continue later on.

Had packed my stuff.
At least half of the stuff has cleared.
Am thinking how the heck am i bringing back the table?
The A0 size table.

Okay.
Now I 'm thinking of installing Supreme Commander in my PC.
*Man, i missed out a lot in life*
But i need to clear up the space.
=.='
I guess i'll be having a total marathons of all the dramas and series in the 'entertainment folder'.
Good luck buzzing me through y!m in the holidays.

Out for now... I guess
Out and about.


Current mood : -
Currently listening to : Secrets *One Republic discography*

아무도 자신의 마음과 비밀이 많은 사람의 마음을 알고.
그리고 그것이 끝날 때까지하는 방법이있을 것입니다.
그것은 나를이기 때문에.
난 한 입에를 유지합니다 할 수있다.
그리고 그것은 마지막까지 그렇게 남아있을 것입니다.
지금 말할 수있는 유일한 방법은이다 .... 감사합니다.

It's not dejavu.It's real....soon

Salam et bonjour,

Pit-stop for a moment.
TOO MUCH COLOR ON SCREEN.

I dedicate this to my nephew.
XD
*Can't stop laughing!*


*snap shot from One Million Yen Girl*

This is the look of my nephew in 10 years time.
Except this looks will only appear in the morning when he wakes up.
His face will be swollen and his eyes will totally be swollen will be as small as
Moriyama *the guy above*
And this pouting similar when he is sulking in current age.

Hahaha!~
The moment i saw him in the movie, i just laughed non-stop.
Man, both my nephew and Moriyama looks similar.
I didn't notice Moriyama in Waterboys coz been looking at Eita and Takayuki.

Ok, that's it.
Continue with color blinding with my 4th floor map.
=.="

Out and out i go.
Anyeong.
Silence.

*roaring inside*
4 more days to go.
4 JIB!!! TO ORDER ON NOT TO ORDER??
DILEMMA OH DILEMMA, OI??!!!
Suju rules the Dream Concert.
Kudos, ELF Koreans!~
Thumbs up!!!

current mood : hectic as always
currently listening : Wordkill

Don't drink & drunk, and check everything before you leave

Salam et bonjour,

Too caught up with work
Late blog entry.
Assignments are never-ending until the lecturer says it's a wrap.
And it will next week.
And it's exam, and then it's holiday.
T_T

XD
But got twice the rewards in 2 days straight last weekend.
I had my longing cravings of Korean food.
First at Ko Hyang The Gardens on the Saturday with fellow mates.
Then, at Koryowon restaurant with the Charlie Angels.
Was thinking of a hat trick,
*stared at the desktop monitor with the folder 'to be print'
and stared back at wallet*
I guess two rounds were good enough.
My eldest owe me Seoul Garden at her crib.
And i'm waiting for May to follow.
And that reminded me of getting 4jib album.
Twilight style huh, oppas? I guess Siwon will be a hell hot shot of vampire.
*nosebleed*

Enough said.
Last two days opened up youtube page for a moment in the midst of busy-ness.
The most viewpage video feed : Latest iPhone 4th gen.
I must say, though i'm not an iPhone lover, this time, i admit...it is a beauty.
A total hit (i guess) once it hits stores.
After wow-ing us with iPad, never knew Steve Jobs and team
is 'launching' the new phone through youtube and through Gizmodo
UNTIL
i read an interesting post at Y! main page.
It was such a killer joke.
The man left it on the stool at a pub after had a booze or two.
*And the man is an intelligent software engineer of Apple Cali HQ *if i'm not mistaken for*
He was trying to cover it up so that it looked like the 3rd gen.
Then, a few weeks later Gizmodo had it covered first hand of the prototype.

A total careless mistake done by a pro(?) and the security of the newly design within the companny remains questionable.
Hmm... how come such prototype could be in the hand of a person?
For the purpose of testing an apps would be ok, but for other purposes...
Hmm...
=.="

Isn't there any policy of not use a prototype outside building?
But, it was well-done.
I guess the markets will be booming again with the latest invention of Apple.
But, at the same time Apple will have a tumble as the excitement of the designers has died.
And they need to improvised the design to get the limelight back globally.


'Thank you, man, and Gizmodo.'
To, Apple, please 'wow' us more.



Babies of April,
Happy birthday
and to the mothers of the world,
Happy Mothers' Day.

current mood : sleepy head (instead of a hermit, i'm being one of the zombies)
currently listening to : holy diver, heaven and hell *old school rocka*

My Life is in Frenzy. Omona!~ Ottoke?

Salam et bonjour,

How's everyone?
Hope everyone is all in good shape.
I know i don't.
I've been munching things that i could grab on.
XD

I have finished doing my website.
I'm not too sure if it's ok or it's such kind of crap.
I did not put any of my resume yet.
Because i haven't finish design the layout.
I've seen some of my seniors doing them.
Beyond the best.
But, mine was plain white. It was quite a bore. Oh, well.
Any comments, do drop one or two at the site. I'll be happy to change.
So, here it is:

My Atelier

Been reading about the ELF Vietnam fainted at SuJu presence at MTV EXIT.
Haha!~ That reminded me of the concert lately in our homeland.
Oh, that reminded me that i haven't tell people about my experience,eyh?
It was a total fun.
Overall was DAEBAK!!~~ :))
Well, the fainted part ALSO happened in Malaysia.
But the person i guess faked the 'fainted' part because of SuJu was about to walk near
her to get their attention
or because one of the 10 boys sprayed the water gun to the person
or i'm not too sure.
It was hilarious if to think back.
To go to that extent, it was immature attitude to show to the boys.
But, other hilarious stuff that happened when the boys threw back the gifts that they have hugged all the way.
While Siwon threw his WET shirt.
Until the end of the concert, the t-shirt divide into pieces haven't been resolved.
I just smiled to see them.
I wonder if i did the same thing if i was in the Rock Pitt
and Siwon was throwing his shirt at my group direction.
I guess, it will be a huge war going on there.
Haha!~

So, tomorrow off with another assignment.
Will be studying screens.
Huhu!~ Undecided between two malls to study.
T_T

Finishing the proposal for the assignment and i need to take a nap for awhile.
Lately, i only got 2 hours sleep or none.
=.="
Sometimes i only sleep when i am on public transports.
Sounds pathetic, but trust me.
When you are in my course, you will know how does it feel to be sleepless.

Before i forget.

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY!
to my two dearest sunbae, yeoja-chingu, unnie-s,
FARDIA, FARISA ZAFFA
Turning 23, and keep on being the fabulous twins!
:D


Ok,
Anyong hi jumuseyo!~
:)

So, in April is the beginning of SuJu fourth album recording.
I remembered the netizens as well as the SuJu themselves confirmed the news.
Hopefully, it will be end by next year.
I want my youngwoonie to be there, can i?
:)

Putting on hold of all the Kdramas i can think of.
Seriously...totally tempted to press my favourite
drama streaming. Huhu!~

Current mood : Effe-ing tired...The ultimate i ever had for the past 4 years i have ever been studying
Currently listening to : Thrill Love,Sorry Sorry (Japanese Version) *Hmm...i prefer the original Korean version biased except for Super Girl by M, Mandarin version sounds better*

the alter ego comes once in 6 years

Salam et bonjour.
Oh, morning blues that kicks off with cool breeze, which is cool.
Otherwise it will be heat all the way.
I'm finishing some of my assignments.

So, 2 of my favourite dramas *of the 1st quarter of 2010* are ending;

God of Study - Sooro looks cool in there.
It is quite inspirational especially for the school students there since the main point of the drama is to get prepared for their exams. It has broken the stereotype of Korean dramas as the soaps of Asia, and instead having the name inspirational and giving logic and rationality of real life drama. *That is my opinion-lah*

Pasta - Seo Yoo Kyung and Choi Hyun Wook all the way.
First there's Kim San (played by Alex of Clazziquai). Then comes Lee Seon Gyun. And then comes the female character and the food. This drama just tells you the typical love triangle, and the dream of each person in achieving as a good pasta cook. I had a conversation with a friend about this drama, and i can say that i agreed with him stating about Kim San and Alex similarity. Both persons are romantic. For most girls, yes it's good. But for me too much romantic can spoil me, and it would bore me faster. Sometimes, yes. But, not always. I watched him in WGM, haha!~ He was soo ccuuuttee and romantic, but i like reality, like Kim Hyun Joong's or Seo In Young and also Kangin's. It's real! Haha!~

And there are 3 dramas i am waiting for this spring season;
Cinderella Sisters*Taesyeon and his abs*
Personal Taste *Seulong and Minho*
and yes...
Oh!My Lady * naega Goong!~, MinWoo / Siwon-shi. still can't get over him and his abs*



credits to Mili and her camera

Aaahhhh....
:)
It was a memorable evening.
Long awaited of almost 6 years,
that ended for 2 and a half splendid hours.
The sweat, tears, dances, singing, smiles, and blushes.
Shining Star and the Sapphire Blue lights shine through the night.
Oh, how everyone can't forget?
Together as one from 15 000 000 in one evening.
For the sake of the number 10.
The stage was big *sorry SJ Japan ELFs, Malaysia's stage bigger than you guys'*,
and they were everywhere
I shall not regret that day as i witnessed the full stadium with good melody
and sync-ed dances.

Thank you mili, anne, and Super Junior.
Hoping for the next with a concrete number 13 + 2(M's) on stage.
:)

They even sang my favourite song by the end of the concert ,WonderBoy from
their movie 'The Attack of The Pin-Up Boys'.
I can't help my self singing it out loud and danced at the part that i remembered
because it was an old song of theirs.
This movie has made me spotted Kangin first as he looks good in his judogi plus he IS quite strong and he's funny.
XD

Current mood : Just the plain old me
Currently listening : Shuffled playlist *Wonderboy*

Is it pot of EMAS at the end of Proton's rainbow?

Salam et bonjour,

It's Wednesday already.
Another half to go before school's starting again.
Haha!
Oh, well, need to speed up in everything I'm doing right now.
Work, work and work like there is no tomorrow.
And that reminded me that i haven't made any calls yet on some
people.
Oh SSSHHHOOOTTTT!~
Monday's coming soon!!!

Not much of info about the outside world since i can't or rarely watch any
news except when i'm out at the mamak stall or at the
foodcourt downstairs.
But, i know Proton Malaysia has produced a concept car called "EMAS",
the abbreviation of "Eco Mobility Advance Solution".
Both exterior and interior of the car left people especially in Geneva Motorshow
with the impressed look as the design more likely to be pro-Europe.
I can say it's a sleek design.
Loves the front part, but it looks better in orange rather than silver though.
And it works with hybrid engine,
but it can work with the Internal Combustion Engine.
*crossing fingers here*
And for all the iPhone owners would love this as there is the iPhone docking
inside the car.
*How about other phone users? HTC or BB owners or just the regular Nokia owners?*
Kudos for the designers and engineers.
But, i'm being skeptical if it comes in mass produce later on,
since the word concept car which means it's still a prototype and maybe or maybe not be in the market.
Usually japanese car companies love to do concept cars like Nissan and it's Urge*the XbBox intergrated joystick (as the stering) and stuff* and Che Det's blog entry of the latest saying it may come in various versions. For the Urge, it will never be out soon enough to convince the ADULTS of XBox lovers nor Nissan fans.
Will EMAS be out soon? Like the ones we see in Geneva?
But, if it's done, i'll be sure that it will be the new era for Proton and i guess it will be
a massive recovery from the massive downfall before.
:)

Then, finally Epik High has released it's latest album. Yeay!
The album is awesome and i just can't stop listen to it from the beginning till
the end. I even put it on LOOP.
On the first few hours they released it, it marked as #20 in iTunes, and by the end of
the day, it got #1 spot for HipHop album and until today the spot seems not changing.
All the tracks are fantastic and they release the first single, RUN.
The teasers and the MV are SICK!
The boys of Infinite*The 'sons' of Epik High* also got the limelight in the MV.
Haa...i miss DJ Tukutz.
One of my usual sites, it has been anounced,
together with Leessang, 2AM and Clazziquai, they'll
be having a YOUTUBE streaming concert in SEOUL this march 20th 7pm which
will be the same date and time for the SuJu concert.
Why can't it be the next day? Why must it be the same day?
T_T

Current mood : Laying back with papers around me
Currently listening : Dare * Gorillaz finally made debut again! Love the new album as well,
but the MV feat Bruce Willis...mouth sealed*

Random saying:
I need my own inspiration board
Freaking out right here!!!
I dreamt of weird things lately
I miss my mum and home

So Fantastic, Elastic, Moneylistic?

Salam et bonjour mes amis,

How's it going, peeps?
I hope everyone is ok.
Oh well, mid term break is coming up and i guess everyone in uni is counting the days.
It would be lovely to be on holiday mood once in awhile.
*Except for the interns, sorry guys!*
But, I have noticed that in this trimester, there are a lot public holidays. I could just count the days of attending classes so far since the beginning of trimester.
=.="

Anyway,
Before anything else, for people who knows me pretty well would not see this
coming from my mouth, at this moment
but...
I just need some clothes. New ones. Haha!
I know it's in the middle of trimester to crave for clothes or there aren't
any special occasion to attend to,
but sometimes the instinct of a woman is there, be still.
It would be sound some kind of selfish if i say this as there are a lot of
other things that is more important to settle especially on my school fees.
The student statement made me think twice on everything including eating.
It sounds pathetic but it's true.
You'll never know what revolves around me unless you are in my shoe.
Not only clothes, some of my gadgets' lists are at the corner getting all dusty.
My utmost craving of gadgets that my close family and friends
know are the Intuos 4 and LG Lollipop. I've been waiting for these two to launch for almost
a year and half in Asia region
plus i did some special savings that led to other expenses in the end of the day.
But, for now, i'm trying to keep my pace of not thinking about anything unless
it's got to do with work all the way and keeping up with my close family and friends.
Yes, this part i'm sounding a LOT of selfishness, but to think back,
If anything falls and crushed on you, your close family n friends is still there to care about you, right?
Or, if anything happens, you still can be acknowledge by the skills and knowledge to
anywhere you go.
And the problems will be solve.
:)

Alright-y, then.
I need to finish up things by this week.
Next week will be a busy week before the holiday,
Signing off now.
:)


Happy Birthday!
to Mr Khong and See Yin!
Double celebration in one day!

I hate the fact that I love the ID department hence the sweat and tears of going
through the studying years in one of the toughest majoring.


Current mood : All energized
Currently listening to : The One Man Who Loved One Woman

FAQ that is still in doubt

Salam et bonjour,

Another day of holiday. Feels like the mid trimester break, but then, it's not.
It's just the Chinese New Year break.
=.="

Today, i went to KLCC to look for some stuff.
Boy, it was sea of people.
Didn't get any chance to go for some clothes hunting.
I easily get impatient with crowd of people sometimes and gets double impatient
if i'm on empty stomach. It's a normal thing.

Anyway, i went to my usual bookstore to check out some books.
Couldn't care less about manga for the time being.
Went up straight to the magzines and headed upstairs w/o stopping at any other section.
I'm in the therapy of differentiating between 'want' and 'need' in life.
Haha.
Finally, i bought the usual magazines; Stuff, T3.
Did not buy The Edge coz have bought it last time. And a book.
This book.

The image is by artland

Quite inspiring for sketching. Mainly the sketches are pencil, pen and photoshop sketching.
But, still all of the sketchings are top-notch, that is wha expected when your dealing with the europeans and professionals. One of the best sketch book in town for now.
I guess i'll be changing the route from Kinokuniya to Borders the Garden as the books there are more and varriety. The last time i went, it was an eye candy. Hehehe.


Now, i'm feeling a bit disturbed due to my pc that can be called 'crashed' or nearly 'crashed'.
Thought of some file missing in windows xp.
I'm waiting for wednesday to come for me to go to Tropikana Mall *loves the mall because it's small, yet full of cool shops; a) a LEGO shop b) Kitschen c) There is an art bookstore- lots of product/graphic design books d) Soap Bar * to check
what's up with the pc. I did not make any back up since the night before it
broke down, nothing happened. Nothing flickered, or sounded weird.
Hmm... Hopefully, they can retrieve the missing file back.
Currently using the sister's laptop to do the light work.
=.="


A lot of questions keeps popping in my mind during this short holiday.
Mostly about my last draw before heading the new trimester.

Is it possible? Can i do it? Will it be worth it? Will i be okay with it? Can i survive on the way? Can i cope with the results? Will i be able to face it?

Oh, well. I'm just hoping for positive impact soon and
some encouragement or more to say...
seeing some beam of light shining at the end of the tunnel.

Alright. I'm out for now.
Roger and out.
:P

Current mood : just plain sleepy
Currently listening to : Try To Copy Me *w00t2 for Corby F*, S.E.O.U.L

내가 그리워 김영운 part 2

Salam et bonjour.

It's coming to the weekend of week 4.
Oh, this weekend is a big deal to most of my chinese friends.
Chinese New Year, babe!
Red packets all the way for those unmarried yet. Hehe!~

Anyway,
I just had my little breaks from work.
I'm back at my sister's crib for the holidays.
My mum and sis made a surprise visit.
:)
And i took my computers and my work together.
So the car looked full and i think people on the hi-way would think that we were
the same as them; going back hometown midnite while the toll would be free.
Haha.

I'm back to my old self, which i sleep for only between 0 to 3 hours a day.
And i sleep at a different time zone, and it makes more difficulty
to communicate with people around.
Even to my eldest at the south. Sorry,Long.
And now, i have insomnia problem.
X)
Well, assignments are getting piled up like small Titiwangsa mountains.
Hopefully,can get through it.
Last Monday did some observations at KL Sentral with CK and Syira, then had dinner
at The Garden.
I got them to eat Korean food
*it all started when i read a few blogs of my fellow seniors*.
Thankfully, they loved it.
Love doebokki. It's ccchheeewwwyyy!!!
And loves japche so so much and the BBQ chicken.
Man, when i stood at the counter, i was hopeless in finding which one to eat.
I end up closing my eyes and pointed at the menu.
Well, it worked and aju masisseosseoyo.
:D
I'm hoping to get another bite of Korean cuisine at some other restaurants.
Any recommendations?

I miss youngwoonie.
It's been awhile he's been out of the public.
:'(
I am hoping he'll be there for this coming concert.
어디서 난 그를 좋아하지 사람을 구할 수 있습니까?
마이너스 불량 소년 이미 .
Oh,Si-won shi has started shooting again.
:D
Glad to see him on screen again.

Ok, I need to be starting to do some research again.
Signing off for now.
Anyeong!~


新年快乐
It's the year of tiger.
Hope to bring you strength and prosperous as the tigers


Internship briefing is in 2 weeks.
Get ready, people.

Random saying:
I miss young woonie :'(
It made me watch of his WGM for i don't know how many god-knows times.

Current mood : bored *everyone's in bed*
Currently listening to : Love Story- Taylor's, Jewelry's and Bi's

...AND THE PRESSURE IS ON!

Salam et bonjour mes amis,

What's up, peeps?
How is everyone?
Hopefully everyone is doing great.
At exactly 10 days i haven't touch my blog.

I have started attending almost all the classes for this trimester.
I'm taking 6 heavy subjects to prepare for next trimester.
Hopefully nothing goes wrong.
And the schedule as well becomes extremely hectic AND full.
So, here goes again of sleep-less nights... and counting from now.


this is what i'll be learning for this whole trimester...well one of the subject

Today had almost 12 hours class straight.
But the first 6 hours was the ID class, was the proposal presentation.
We needed to design something to prevent snatch theft in Malaysia.
My design incorporated with the environment.
But, now i'm still thinking on how to get the culprit on motorcycle to be caught.
Another 6 hours was the Interface Modeling class.
The subject that will make life easier to explain to engineers and manufacturers of what is the need of designers on such product.

Ok, out for now.
I have class tomorrow.
I need to read the notes.
And i need to do my daily sketches.

See you guys around then.
Wassalam.

Current mood : plain old me
Currently listening to : Chocolate Love + Lollipop

two-o-ten and double two

Salam et bonjour mes amis,

It's the new year again,
but it two-o-ten...Different number.
Oh,well.
How was everyone's new year?
Mine was a subtle rainy day back at home and was watching KBS drama
awards and Daeju Song Festival.


Evaluations of last year?
Hmm...overall, it was the same as the year before.
Nothing changed.
Just there were bits here and there left some painstaking memories.
Oh, well, it was something to be learn from now on.


This year resolutions?
1. I am learning to be more forgiving every single day
*what goes around comes around*
2. I am learning to be patient in better ways
3. A better money management as this year is about to be crucial for personal financial
4. No more BS-ing around so much
5. Positivity
6. Less potato couch,more trackfield-er (heh?)
7. Non-stop everyday learning...sketching...sketching...sketching
8. Everyday doing extra tutorials
9.Get what i wished for after these long years :) *location : _ _ _ _ L*

Aaahhh...
Now, i'm back in my uni.
With a new semester to catch upon.
And new hopes...well the final draw (hopefully) !
Anyway, nothing more can i say


HAPPY SCHOOLING TO ALL MMU!

I searched for some strength all the way, everyday
and still i'm seeking for the same thing today,everyday.
May the past be a lesson,
and the present is yet to be the gift of one's awaits without hesitant and patiently
Thank you for going through the tough year together to my mum and my sisters especially
and to my fellow classmates and friends
Thank you.

Current mood : sleepy
Currently listening to : Tik Tok 2pm

Just a Rush of Wind Passing By

Salam et bonjour,


I overslept today. =.="
Heard from my classmate that Rapid submission has been extended.
That's a relief... abit.
XD
Preparing myself for next week finals!
Aigoo... but then, pure three weeks of vacation(?)
Not vacation but more to re-vamp up my life as well as my work portfolio.
Wish me luck!!!

My new 'toy' to play with.


And so, i fell in love with this software.
More likely feels like playing some fun stategic game.
It's much easier to handle.
And this software isn't restricted to use one way only, but there are tonnes.
I can use a lot other ways that might be comfortable and understandable.
Haha!~ That's why i like this software.
:)
That reminds me of my battle playdays before.
Miss my 'C&C' years.*Want to play that again*

Above image is my last assignment for my major ID subject.
I haven't coordinate the position of the phone and put the annotations yet.
Will do it in class i guess.

Ok, i'll be sitting in the lab for 11 hours (?) finishing up things.
Wish me luck.
Out for now.
Bye.
:)

Current mood : as normal as i can be though my physical is pretty tired.
Currently listening to : Uverworld *looping on Ukiyo crossing, deep meaning yet inspiring*

Sometimes, i just miss the old days, but then,
I forgot,
It has died long ago that i want it to re-live again.
It's hard and getting harder,
yet the situation is the same.
I can't change it, nor anyone else.
It will be the same like before,
total awkwardness, if we ever meet again.
Total emptiness and silence to be the loudest and crowded space
ever to be.

Feeling of envious when there was a similar situation,
as if it's a dejavu that really hurts when i tried to remember,
but afterawhile, i wish to delete it from my piles of memories.
Your name kept ringing in my ears,
That sometimes it's sickening,
and that i want to shout,
'Just stop fucking ask the same question,
he's not in the 'space' anymore, can't you see the fucking picture?'
as if they are trying to provoke.
I'm just too tired to answer the hypocrisy.

But i can't help to miss you.
Miss you as a person that i once knew.
A person that i once proud of to have one.
A person that i called my brother.
Til then,
i will never be the same as you know before though.
If...
we were meant to meet again.

There Will Be Blood

Salam et bonjour,

Yesterday, the whole day was at the lab.
We even ate at the lab.
Totally worn out until i slept in the lab.
XD
Made the plasticine Sony Ericsson c905.
Next, the paper clay.
Seen friends making 3d Alias Studio, and Autocad.

Also had a movie marathon.
Kick off the marathon with post grad.
Such simple, romantic movie.
Like it plus it's Alexis Bledel.
Miss Gilmore girls, huhu!~
Then, watched KILL BILL!!!
It was my idea. The last time i watched the movie was back in school days.
It never bores me though the bloody parts like the blood flow from the body like
an unscrewed pipe.
XD
It was a total sword fight and bloods were everywhere.
Continue to watch sitcom, 'How I Met Your Mother'.
Not so fan of it.
Then 'The Cloudy Chance Of Meatballs'.
That time, i was asleep already.

Overall, the class was stress-free. Haha!~
Love it.

Once, a person said to me;
'You do not know how to appreciate your country until you are out of the country'
I think i disagree with the statement.
I am more proud than ever.
Where can you get a total halal McD anywhere in the world?
And where can you get the multi-racial society?
And where can you get roti canai and teh tarik in the middle of the night anywhere?
I watched my favourite man in the Biography, History channel.
Finally, i got the chance of watching both parts.
It was a proud moment to see a Malaysian in the HISTORY CHANNEL.
Tell me how many Malaysian could make it in the history channel.
The ALIVE ones to be make it in the channel?


Another thing i discovered about him and the wife.
They're both CANCERIANS.
:)

Out for now.
Salam.
Bye.

Random saying:
Next, inglorious basterds. XD
I want the ALBUM AND THE TICKETS IN SHANGHAI!!!
If i get it, it would be the best birthday present EVER, and the onetime chance.
:P
Work,work,work my butt off until the end. So does everyone!~
Kamon everyone!~ Aja aja fighting!~
In the midst of the K-playlists, there's jay-z 'Empire State of Mind'

current mood : hyped about something :)
currently listening to : Sorry sorry - answer, It's you remix , Sorry sorry album * miss Kangin so much!*

Between 2PM and Big Bang... how do you evaluate?

Salam et bonjour,

This is the week i got pissed and annoyed the most. Usually towards myself.
But, serves me right. Nasibla, beb.

Gadgets
Well, found out SAMSUNG has come out with a new phone. I got to know the existence
of it through an advert by 2PM cf of the phone in their homeland. Hahaha. Apparently, the phone is rather interesting. It's kind of rare for me to say 'YES' to SAMSUNG because I'm the LG and Nokia comrades. Haha!~ The new phoneis being called Corby in Asia and America. While in the European countries, it is known as Genio Touch. It is heard that it is cheap as it does not have any WIFI as well as GPS. It is a simple phone, and supposedly it's target audience is for teenagers. But, what the heck? It doesn't say any restriction of age to buy a phone, right?
Click here, to see the official website for more info.
:)
and yes, i'm in dilemma between Lollipop or Corby.

Anime
I just wanted to shout when i watched the lastest ep of 'Kimi ni Todoke'. Kazehaya can't call Sawako by her first name was total cute! He flushed himself when While beloved Ryuu without hesitant called Sawako, 'Kaymura Takako'
And finally, I've finished Tokyo Magnitude 8.0. The ending was so sad that i cried. A total touching and heart-warming anime.

School
This week, finally submitted my photo frame and iPod. I finished the second round of the photoframe. I guess the people who lives near my room would be wondering 'what the heck does this kid do with the green foam and stuff, and keep on sanding the thing with the sand paper almost everyday?'
I'll post the picture of the assignment in the next entry.
I got a new major assignment, though.
A prototype of a new slide phone the Sony Ericsson c905. Hopefully it will come out good.
:)

Before i departed to my hometown last 2 weeks, my roomie and a classmate been talking about Sir W. Benjamin from the Media Aesthetic class. I've heard the name. Had took the class last year and had read the long essay before.

Below is just a dialogue that would struck if they ever 'met' him along the way to express the insanity of this guy that relates to the revolution of media.

Student : Hello, Mr Benjamin.

Walter Benjamin : Hello! How do you do?
Student : I'm fine, thanks. How about you, sir?
Walter Benjamin : I'm good,why thank you.
Student : Can i ask you a question?
Walter Benjamin : Certainly. What is it?
Student : Why do you exist?
Walter Benjamin : ...

Ok, salam. Out.

Random saying:
Please don't ask a rather stupid question for now because it's pointless
Kerje banyak
Need to study AUTOCAD!
Need to learn the Alias Studio!
Need to head start the assignment.

current mood : melancholic and agitated
currently listening to : Please Don't Go *addicted*, Mystery *first time BEAST's beat has got my attention*,
and My Everything,Goodbye