Salam et bonjour,
I had the laughter of my life for a few days back after a few conversations
of different mediums.
Life work in such mysterious ways.
Even God works in His own ways that we would figure out later
with our conscience (if some of us have it).
The next thing we know, we'll be saying "whaaaa???"
The thing is that
i have been living for the past 22 years,
or the least 7 years back to finally understand the real world really works.
The hierarchy of life seems to work and judgments of things.
The best thing is that maybe i have been destined to be stuck in the middle,
though biologically i'm the last, which i think i'm better off as.
So, hey. Shit happens.
But, my question is why do the middle man have to be in the middle where as both parties are using it as advantage? And when a conclusion has been made, the middleman being backfired.
And use that as a threat for 'death'.
And yet again the person would be the one saying "what the???"
I guess now i really knew the true blue,black and white,or the grey that is in the middle things are. People are.
When there is black and white, there's grey in the middle.
But, what happened when we don't even trust all the colour wheel enlisted in life?
Is it a sin?
So, instead of sitting around quietly, i think the best way is just to call it quit,
walk away and pretend as if nothing happened.
I think looking back is not the next best thing, but only to understand the mechanism of history of not being repeated again,as if one's remember them.
So, hush, let one get on one's feet, and always think twice.
I think i'm good with being quiet as i am already have and forever will.
Sorry i'm writing rubbish.
Sometimes.
Current mood : Cold breeze ~~
Currently listening to : Parachutes by Coldplay
I had the laughter of my life for a few days back after a few conversations
of different mediums.
Life work in such mysterious ways.
Even God works in His own ways that we would figure out later
with our conscience (if some of us have it).
The next thing we know, we'll be saying "whaaaa???"
The thing is that
i have been living for the past 22 years,
or the least 7 years back to finally understand the real world really works.
The hierarchy of life seems to work and judgments of things.
The best thing is that maybe i have been destined to be stuck in the middle,
though biologically i'm the last, which i think i'm better off as.
So, hey. Shit happens.
But, my question is why do the middle man have to be in the middle where as both parties are using it as advantage? And when a conclusion has been made, the middleman being backfired.
And use that as a threat for 'death'.
And yet again the person would be the one saying "what the???"
I guess now i really knew the true blue,black and white,or the grey that is in the middle things are. People are.
When there is black and white, there's grey in the middle.
But, what happened when we don't even trust all the colour wheel enlisted in life?
Is it a sin?
So, instead of sitting around quietly, i think the best way is just to call it quit,
walk away and pretend as if nothing happened.
I think looking back is not the next best thing, but only to understand the mechanism of history of not being repeated again,as if one's remember them.
So, hush, let one get on one's feet, and always think twice.
I think i'm good with being quiet as i am already have and forever will.
Sorry i'm writing rubbish.
Sometimes.
Current mood : Cold breeze ~~
Currently listening to : Parachutes by Coldplay
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